Pairing : Jaemin (main), Homin, Jaechun (BFF)
Rating : PG-15 (to be safe)
Length : Oneshot
Warnings : Incest, also… swearing
Summary : Jaejoong has lost his right leg after playing with rusty nails. Changmin, his older brother who was supposed to watch him, never forgave himself and took care of him ever since. Jaejoong is in love with Changmin, and keeps it a secret, until he notices Yunho, his doctor, is harboring new feelings for Changmin.
Author's note : I tried something new : a play. I'm not sure it came out good. I hope you like it !
A house in the countryside.
The scene takes place in Jaejoong’s room.
Scene 1 : JAEJOONG
JAEJOONG, pacing with his crutches:
What takes him so long ? There are only fifty steps between the front door and my room. He should be here already. I bet he’s taking his time just to meet him. This bastard. As if he didn’t know the way to my room by heart. Changminnie, would you walk me to his room, please ? With that sickening voice of his. Someday I should tell him it doesn’t fit his body shape. Not saying that he looks manly. Not at all. But he’s a guy, damn it. He should not have a soft, unctuous voice. Especially when he talks to a man. Ah, there he is.
Scene 2 : JAEJOONG, YUNHO
YUNHO , putting down his briefcase and opening it.
Hello, Jaejoongie, how are you feeling today ? Does your leg hurt this morning ?
Yeah, as usual, when the weather is bad. Apart. You already know, you idiot.
Lay down on your stomach. (Opens a little bottle) I have a surprise for you. The oil I’m going to use today is a new brand. And it’s flavored. Your favorite scent : rose.
JAEJOONG, mumbling :
It’s not my favorite. It’s Changmin’s.
Yeah ? I thought it was your favorite. But I promise it’s good. Let’s try it. (He pours some in his hand and starts massaging). Mh. You’re working out, like I told you to. It’s good. I bet you’re in a better condition that me, even with my two legs. I used to play basketball a lot, but med school took my whole time, and then work, and… Without knowing you become another man. I’m not complaining though. I’m happy. I get to meet nice people, like you ! I think your brother is similar to me, isn’t he ? He’s hardworking, and he likes to help people, and take care of them, and… There, it’s done. How do you feel ? Better, I’m sure. (smelling his hands) Mmh. It smells good. Well, I will be going now. I let here the oil. Make sure to massage your leg again every day, and don’t hesitate to press strongly, like I just did. See you next week !
And hurry. Your next patient is waiting for you. Don’t disturb my brother, he’s busy. (Listens) He’s gone. I can assure you, doctor, that whatever similarities you think you have with my brother, you will never get in his pants. He is too good for you. Changminnie… My brother is single since forever. If he had been interested in you, he would have showed it… He’s so innocent ! He is just being polite and you mistake his smile with feelings. Poor doctor…
Scene 3 : JAEJOONG, CHANGMIN.
CHANGMIN, opening the door.
Jae ? I just-
Hyung ! Come in ! He grabs his crutches hurriedly and walks to his brother but his trousers are not totally on and he falls on him.
Watch out ! Really, Jae ! Why are you rushing like that ? It’s only me. You haven’t even put your trousers on yet.
I’’m sorry. I just…
CHANGMIN, with a knowing smile.
It’s okay, I understand. You thought your doctor was coming back, right ?
What ? Why would I care ?
Don’t deny it. I heard you two talking. You like him, don’t you ? I must say you have a good taste. He is a handsome man, and he cares about you. And he’s smart. It’s nice to talk to someone like him.
Hyung, do you, by chance, like him ?
What ? No ! Silly. Haha. I was just trying to say that I understand your point of view. You must be bored to death, locked here with a nosy hyung like me. (He ruffles his hair.) You know, I wanted to talk to you about that. It’s not good for you to stay home the whole day. You should meet your friends. Yoochun called yesterday, he complained about you missing his calls. He says you are deliberately ignoring him. Did you two argue about something ?
No, no. I just felt like staying home lately. I… Actually I kind of wanted to spend some time with y-
Oh my God ! It’s smelling good here ! Is it that oil ? (smelling) Mmh. This is it. Rose flavored. Yunho was well inspired to use it. I’m jealous. I’m sorry, what were you saying ?
Nothing… (a moment) Hyung, Yunho said… I should get a massage twice a day every day until his next visit. Would you…
Of course, Jae. Lay down. Let me lift up the legs of the trousers… There. I’m sorry my hands are a little cold.
It’s… It’s okay, hyung…
You have worked out lately ? You seem stronger.
Yes… I thought it would be good… Not to lose my muscle, since I’m staying home…
You were right. You have done a good job. I’m proud of you, Jae. I should do some work out too. What about exercising together tomorrow ?
JAEJOONG, getting aroused:
You know, Jae, if you are feeling unwell, you have to tell me. Please don’t keep it for yourself.
Feeling unwell ? What do you mean ?
It’s not like you to ignore your friends. Look, I know I have been busy lately, but you should know that I am and always will be available for you. You’re my only brother. You are the most important for me.
JAEJOONG, trying to hide his disappointment:
Yeah… I know. Thank you, hyung.
There. Enough for today. I don’t want you to catch a cold. Take a rest. It’s almost dinner time. I’ll go prepare it. It’s your favorite.
Thank you, hyung.
(He watches Changmin leave.)
Hyung. You are really blind. Or just too innocent. I need to take care of myself now.
Scene 1: JAEJOONG
JAEJOONG : listening carefully through the door.
That bastard, still trying to get hyung’s attention. Just wait. I will show you that he’s mine and only mine.
He suddenly walks back and sits, grabs a book and makes it as if he was engrossed in his reading.
Scene 2 : JAEJOONG, CHANGMIN, YUNHO
Hey, Jae ! Sorry to interrupt you, but Yunho is here, and I have some time before the next meeting, so…
Hello, Jaejoongie ! How are you feeling today ?
Pretty good, judging by the amount of massages I gave him the whole week !
Really ? That’s so nice of you ! You are lucky to have such a caring brother, Jae.
Actually, I wanted to show you how I massage him, because I’m not sure about the moves. Maybe I’m doing wrong… Jaejoong says it’s okay, but I’m afraid he says that just so that I don’t worry. Oh, and I wanted to tell you that you chose a really good oil !
Oh… Thank you. Let’s see…
JAEJOONG : (moaning with exaggeration)
Yeah, like this. A little harder here, like this. Just here… Yeah… And now a little further… Stronger… Yeah… It’s sooo good ! Ahh !
I guess… You’re doing a good job. You’re almost better than me ! Haha !
It’s all thanks to you. You taught Jae who taught me.
It’s my job… But thank you. I read somewhere that there is no better compliment for a teacher than having good students.
Jaejoong is a reader too. Unlike me. I’m ashamed to say that I don’t have enough time to read. If it was not for him telling me about every story he finishes, I would never know about the good authors.
Should I put my trousers back on ?
Yes. It’s okay for today. (a moment) My job is finished. I guess… I guess I should get going…
Doctor, since you saw how well my brother does the massage, do you think it really is necessary for you to come back ? I mean, it’s not very polite of us to always make you come all the way here when we obviously don’t need you anymore. Moreover I feel a lot better now, and I have been locked in this house for too long, I feel like going out a little. I can come over to your office, what do you think ?
Well, yes… I mean, it’s not a bother for me to come, but I guess a little exercise can’t hurt you. Let’s meet at my office in two weeks then ?
Thank you so much for all you have done for my brother, Doctor.
It’s my pleasure.
I will walk you to your car.
They both leave.
Scene 3: JAEJOONG
Me : 1, Yunho : 0. Ah… Poor thing, his discomfited face was priceless. But I need to make hyung notice me now. He’s too oblivious. First I need to make him actually see me. Yoochun can help me.
Scene 1: JAEJOONG
JAEJOONG, wearing a robe, looking around him, moving the chair next to the window, then putting it on the corner of the bed, facing the bed.
It’s going to be good. (A moment) It should be interesting. (Looking at his watch) Yoochun is late. Fucking late. (Looking at the window) Here he is ! What the hell is he doing ? (Opening the window, yelling at someone) Yah ! I almost thought you were dead ! What took you so long ? Hurry up !
Scene 2 : JAEJOONG, YOOCHUN
YOOCHUN, holding a box with caution.
I almost dropped it twice today. I’m not used to my mom’s car.
Is this it ? (grabbing the box and opening it on the bed)
Hey ! Be cautious ! It’s very expensive ! And new !
JAEJOONG (taking out a camera, then a tripod)
Whoa! It seems to be good material ! Good.
Care to explain to me now ? Why do you need me and my camera so late ? Why did you want me to take my mother’s car ? And why are you wearing a robe ? Don’t tell me you’re-
Jaejoong takes off his robe and reveals himself naked.
Naked ! You really are ! I can’t believe it ! Very handsome actually… You have worked out a lot ! But, just to be sure, you know that I am straight, right ?
Don’t talk nonsense. I need you to take a few shots of me, as sexy as possible.
YOOCHUN, looking around and seeing the gold sheets shifted as if he had been sleeping there
Mmh, it smells good ! It smells like roses. Did you just sleep with someone ? Or are you planning to seduce me ?
You’re right. I’m planning to seduce someone. Do you think it is good enough ?
You want me to sit on the chair and take a few shots of you in the bed ?
No, actually, I thought you could lie down on the bed while I sit on the chair. I will be looking at you, languishing. I need the tripod to be placed on the side of the bed, next to you, so that it takes me looking at you, but without you appearing on the picture.
You have a funny way to seduce someone. You just want to make him jealous.
Just do as I said.
Are you going to tell me who the mysterious man is ? Forget it. With such a look, you can even have me, if you want. Wait a second. (He prepares the camera and gets ready) You know that Junsu is gay, right ? Just saying. (A few shots are taken) You know I won’t judge you. Is he underage ? It must be pretty shocking for you not to tell me.
JAEJOONG : Am I sexy enough like this ? Maybe I should change for a sad look ? What do you think ?
I think you’re turning me gay. You’re perfect. Just… Turn your head a little to the right. Yeah. Maybe if you tilt a little. Good. Now smile a little, something sweet. Perfect. Let me take a look at the photos… They are awesome. Look ! This one is rated.
They are good. (Hearing the front door) Now I need you to take off your clothes. Just for a few minutes.
Is it… No way ! Your… Jae !
YOOCHUN, staring at him, then complying.
You’re unbelievable. Now what ? You want me to kiss you ?
JAEJOONG, scattering Yoochun’s clothes.
Can you go to the bathroom ? Stay there until I tell you to come out.
He puts back the camera in its box, hides it, puts on his robe, moves the chair to the window, sits there and looks out, waiting for his brother to come.
Scene 3 : JAEJOONG, YOOCHUN, CHANGMIN
Hey, Joongie, it’s me ! I- (looking at the clothes everywhere, then noticing the bed). Are you… Busy ?
Actually, no. We just finished our business. (calling out) Darling ?
Are you done ?
See ? So, what is for dinner tonight ? I’m hungry.
I… I haven’t fixed anything yet. I just came home, and I wanted to greet you first, and… I… I didn’t know you had company, I’m sorry…
It’s okay. I… I’ll be in the kitchen, I will go prepare something for dinner. Do you… Do you want to invite him too ?
No, he’s about to leave. I will walk him to his car, and come help you.
Scene 4: JAEJOONG, YOOCHUN:
JAEJOONG, Jaejoong goes to the bathroom and murmurs :
Come out, but don’t talk, he could recognize your voice. He likes to spy on me and my visitors.
YOOCHUN putting back his clothes on.
I swear if anyone ever hears about that my reputation is lost for good. What did you do with my camera ?
It’s here. Make sure to give me the pictures by the end of the week. Make a big one with the one you like the most and put in a pretty frame, then send it here, but only write my surname. Write down a little postcard, but make it anonymous. Be careful when you leave, I will go first and make sure my brother is in the kitchen.
I feel like the secret favorite of a king. But I’m warning you : I’m very jealous. So don’t you dare rope in anyone else for that kind of mission !
I will be leaving first.
(He doesn’t leave)
Anything else, your majesty ?
Just go. It’s getting late already.
Scene 1 : CHANGMIN (holding a picture frame)
My God. I can’t believe what I am seeing. It’s my Jaejoongie, my little Jaejoongie, naked. I’m sure this picture has been taken in this room. I was right ! It’s his bed, and his chair, and… Oh my God, that look ! How could you look at someone like this, Jae ? Or at anyone, for that matter ! It’s so… sensual… I… I feel ashamed that I have seen you like this, and yet… Yet I can’t seem to take my eyes off of you. My God ! What is happening to me ? For God’s sake, it’s my little brother ! When did he become so… sexy ? And his look… His lascivious look… Whoever was there with him the other day is probably the one who taught him that. That bastard ! He turned my little Jae into a beast ! A very, very sexy beast. And what about me ? What about you, Changmin, who watches it ! Your own brother ! Naked… He’s… He’s so beautiful… I never knew he looked so damn beautiful ! (He sits on the bed) And that scent. My favorite. Damn Yunho and his ideas-Wait ! Could it be ? Yunho ? No way ! I’m going to kill him ! (Hearing a car, he looks at the window) Speaking of the devil.
He leaves the room and goes outside.
Scene 2 : CHANGMIN, YUNHO
Doctor ! How could you do that to me ! I trusted you ! I entrusted my precious brother to you and this is the result ? (showing the picture to Yunho)
What ? Wait, you should calm down first. There. Now show me the picture. (He looks at it for a second, then looks at Changmin.) I have never seen that picture. I didn’t take it. I swear.
Really ? Then who did ?
I think you are overreacting. It’s a very nice picture actually. And Jaejoong is a grown man. He knows what he is doing. (He throws him a gentle and reassuring look)
CHANGMIN : (taking a few step away to the front door)
I wish it was Jaejoong looking at me with this look, instead of him…
Changmin ? Are you okay ?
Yeah… Yes, thank you. I’m sorry about earlier. I… I was just so surprised… By the way, why are you here ?
Well, I don’t want you to panic again, but you remember two weeks ago, when Jaejoong told me he would come to my office to have a medical. I waited for him but he didn’t come, so I thought since I had not much work this afternoon, I should come by and see if everything was okay.
Let me give him a call. Wait. A text message. It’s from him. He has forgotten his keys and will be home in about twenty minutes.
YUNHO : He seems to be safe, so I think I should just leave. Please make sure that he comes tomorrow morning.
Yeah, of course. Good bye, Doctor.
Scene 3 : CHANGMIN
CHANGMIN, back in Jaejoong’s room.
I… I don’t know what is happening to me. Yunho is right, I should not be overreacting like that. At first I thought it was because I was worried, but then when Yunho looked at me, with that tender look, I… I couldn’t think of anything but Jaejoong. I felt an urge to see him, to look into his eyes, to have him looking at me with his eyes, his beautiful eyes. I wanted to erase that awful look he is harboring on the picture… And I… I wanted his eyes on me, with a tender look, with a reassuring look, that would tell me it’s okay to have that kind of thoughts. See Jaejoong ? What you did to me ? I acted like a crazy man earlier. Because of you. Thankfully Yunho is understanding… Now I need to know who that man was. I better keep my composure or he will ignore me. He has become so secret lately… Like today. Where was he the whole day ? I thought he was lonely because of his leg… But now… Doing sexy poses for a lover ? Look at that look ! He’s so… mature… Yet so innocent. I definitely don’t want him to show that photo to anyone. I… A car ! (looking at the window) It’s him. He was with Yoochun ! Thank God !
Scene 4 : CHANGMIN, JAEJOONG
Hyung, what are you doing in my room ?
I wanted to see you. I received that a while ago. It was only written Kim on it, so I opened it, but it seems to be yours.
JAEJOONG, taking a look at it carelessly :
Yeah, it’s mine.
Who took the photo ?
What’s his name ?
You don’t know him.
Is it… Was it the man that was with you a few days ago ?
When do you plan to introduce him to me ?
Why would I ?
CHANGMIN, exploding :
Because I’m your brother ! (regaining his composure) I’m your only family, and I care about who you are with.
JAEJOONG, hiding a smile upon seeing how angry his brother was, talking carelessly, as if he had noticed nothing.
I won’t see him anymore.
Did you two break up ?
No. We never were together in that way to begin with.
He’s not your boyfriend ?
CHANGMIN, trying to stay calm.
Look, I know you are a grown man, and you have… needs. But I don’t think it is right to act like it was nothing. If you could… find someone you like, it would be better. It would be safer. And about this picture, I think it’s not right to let someone you barely know take photos of you, especially that kind of photos.
You don’t like it ?
No ! Yes… (blushing) I mean, it’s not about liking the photo or not. Your body is precious, and you should not give it away like this to the first man who wants it.
I think I look good on it though.
Of course you look good. I mean, you’re a handsome man, Jae. You don’t need that kind of photos to know it.
So you like it ? If you like it, you can keep it.
I have a few others. Look.
He shows Changmin the other pictures and takes a few steps away, as if it was nothing, to give him room to look at them.
CHANGMIN, apart :
I feel weird. I… Don’t… Don’t tell me I’m getting aroused ! No way ! (to Jaejoong) I… It’s going late, I need to go. I’ll make you something to eat. Take a rest. Tomorrow you need to go see Yunho. You missed your appointment today.
He leaves with the picture frame.
Scene 5: JAEJOONG
It worked better than I thought it would. Yoochun, you did a good job. Now I need to take a step further. Hyung, be ready.
Scene 1 : CHANGMIN
I need to get rid of that picture. It poisoned my mind. I actually had a wet dream about my own brother three times already. It’s so wrong. It’s just… I’m disgusting. I… I think I feel attracted by my own brother. I have been unable to think of anything but him for the last three days. Yesterday, I watched him wash the dishes, and my only thought was what it would be like to kiss him, to touch him. I never knew their was such a big distance between two brothers. I must admit now that it’s surprising that I have never felt like this before. I guess I was too concerned by his leg, by what I thought he was suffering because of me. I thought he would be obsessed by that. But now I know he doesn’t care. And people don’t care either. They see him like a fine young man. A very handsome man. Actually now that I have seen him in a totally different way, I would rather describe him as beautiful than handsome. He has that softness in his features that is usually feminine. Not that he is not manly. No one who knows him would say he is feminine. But he is really beautiful. I… A car ! It must be him. Let’s see… He is with Yunho. That’s kind of him to have driven him home. He must think like me that he is very attractive… Except that he is allowed to whereas I am not. I must forget about him. I must, wait ! What is he doing ? He’s holding his hand ! Don’t be stupid, Changmin, he’s just helping him come out of the car. Yunho is that kind of man, very considerate.
Scene 2 : JAEJOONG, CHANGMIN
I’m in the kitchen! Lunch is almost ready. Take a seat.
What did Yunho say about your leg ?
He said I did a great job. He gave me some more oil, and said I should keep massaging my leg until I don’t feel the hurting anymore.
Here. Eat while it’s still hot.
They eat in silence. Changmin grabs the salt at the same time as Jaejoong, and the touch makes him shiver. He looks at Jaejoong’s hand until the latter notices he is staring, and he goes back to eating. He eats quickly and looks up to find Jaejoong licking his lips, which are now red.
I… It’s nothing. I am done. I’ll go watch the TV.
JAEJOONG, hiding a smile.
I am almost done. (Apart) It’s time.
He finishes his plate and goes to seat next to Changmin. But instead of watching the TV, he keeps moving from one side to the other.
CHANGMIN, trying to hide a boner.
What is bothering you, Jae ?
It’s my leg. It’s hurting.
What a pervert I am ! When he’s hurting ! (Hesitantly) Do you… want me to give you a massage ?
That would be nice.
Changmin goes to the table where Jaejoong has put the oil and comes back. He starts massaging as carefully as he can.
Mmh… Feels good… Yeah, hyung, right here. Like that. Wait, I think I should take off my trousers. It will be easier for you.
He takes it off as slowly as he can, trying to be sexy but innocent at the same time.
Oh my God… I can’t go on like this… It’s wrong… He’s so innocent…
Hyung, can you massage me a little harder ? It feels so good !
Of course. Like this ? (Apart) Oh no… Please, Jaejoong, don’t look so available, so open in front of me ! I… Shit. That look, again ! Don’t look at me like this, Jae ! I…
Changmin kisses Jaejoong on the lips, then stares at him, shocked.
I… I’m sorry ! I don’t know what happened. I…
Jaejoong kisses him, and Changmin doesn’t pull back. He closes his eyes.
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